More awesome than I know.

I realised my day spent in church today is longer than my working hours. Longer but worth the time. Was in church since 8am right up to 5.30pm. So the lighting crew did the lightings for 2 events, today. The Chempaka awards, a homeschooling center and a hi-Tea concert with Busco and Juwita Suwito.

For this event, Ben decided to put me under spotlight. Something I cannot do since last year, because of the weight of the machine and how weak I am, to not being able to lift and put down the spotlight even with the tripod on. Tim was my partner and it was pretty fun. Despite the fact that he left a scar on my hand that will last a lifetime. Just only because he used the lock to scratch me, by accident. It started bleeding then later it swelled up so bad and the cut was so deep that it's obvious that a scar is forming. :(

Fact : I have very sensitive and thin skin.

So after handling the spotlight for all the events today. My arm muscle started aching like mad and I know my muscle is building. #accomplishment .

Dance dinner after that was amazing. I like tutsy putsy with Jordan. He's the best guy to have dinner and dance around with. :)

Bee.

Work today, was amazing. Frustrating, but amazing. It was really fun, especially with my fussy boss which I can talk back to, since he's my uncle. He's a cool man. He protects me when customers get too friendly with me and ask for my number. I got my tactics to save fake numbers on their phones if they insist. My uncle is the best. Pretty bias in a way to the other employees, but thats just him. So I started telling him my ideas on a project and he liked it and decided to work on that. I felt the satisfaction, after a week of internship there. Which wont be ending anytime sooner.

Later we had a short practice for the concert tomorrow in church and our church's homeschool ministry performance thingy. They guys and I were there the whole night and we had a lot of fun. I got an appreciation "honors" sticker from the boys because Im the only girl in the light crew and the WHOLE technical team. I felt....... manly.

Im really tired now. My face, is making my cry. No, really. I dont know why are there so many pimples on my face. >:(

Bunched.

I really dont understand that gathered peace thing. Its so weird.
Just thought I should let it out.

I think I should really get back to blogging and stop slacking. & thats what Im gonna do.
Exams are far off gone, and I got back most of my results already. The big crosses and question marks on my papers were a total eyesore. I need to work harder than a bee for next year. I got big dreams. :)

Thankful.

I have so many awesome friends that I would like to thank, personally. Despite what I have been going through lately, Im glad to have these people by my side, giving me all their moral support and upholding me in prayers. Theyre a bunch of monkeys that I would hug them till they turn purple. :)

I found this picture. One of the 2 most important people in my life. 

Look at your face, GIDEONTAYHANMINN! 

Exams are in less than 15days, I havent started studying anything yet. I need somebody to make me study, for good. Justin Hiew should start texting me again. He motivates me, in a way. I dont know why. 

I need to see things in different perspectives and in a whole new level. & Im counting on YOU, God. :)

All I know is that I should.

Look at those rocks. Theyre so cute and adorable.
Theyre so smiley. :)

School has been really hectic lately. All the more, exams are coming soon. Then again, I havent been putting effort in my studies. I need to do well this term, or I will die next year.

Anyway, today was really exciting. We dissected white mice for bio class. They were really adorable, then they were left unconscious. So we dissected it. We had extra time after looking at all their basic organs, so Benny and all the ambitious and smart people from our class decided to untangle the mouse's small intestines. It was really dangly and long. We even saw its brain and I really thought the fallopian tube was cool. Then it was time for burial again. The last 2 burials we had were hilarious, and today was as funny. I had flowers for nibbles. :')

Okay now. I need to start doing my homework.

Unfriended.

After all this time we've been spending together.

All the senseless yet never ending talks,
& fun times we had together,
our friendship, never lasted.

I made that happen, Im not saying this is the end of our friendship,
I dont know why and how you have misinterpret whatever I said,
but all I know is that now you dont even care about me anymore.

You know, when you said,
"Sure, hueiminn. Youve ruin a very big part of my life.."
These words really affected me, and how Ive been haunted by whatever you said. Everytime I close my eyes, whatever you said to me will start coming back, and then it'll bring me back to how cruel I have been, to you. Maybe what I did was wrong, maybe even white lies would do for that situation. Im sorry for being a total bish for telling you whatever you already know and have judged me with. 

I wont stop praying for you, no matter how much youre against my religion. I would really wanna be friends with you again. If you get what I mean.

So there's school tomorrow. I havent done much this holiday, in fact not even a little progress in my studies.

Except for regurgitation in ruminants, and their rumen, reticulum, omasum and abomasum.
because I like cows and goats.
Naw, not really because it was written that way in my reference book.

There's a test tomorrow for Biology, which I bound to fail.
Im just gonna study a little bit more and sleep.
Only because I slept for 3 and a half hours last night. :/

Oh funny,
Ps. Michael Koh : Swimmers are like Gorillas, theyre big and HUGE.
-everybody laughed.
Ben Yong : Im going to the mamak now.

Justin got himself retainers like Ugly betty.
>D

You can take this, from me.

So, because Ive been pondering about what you have told me.
The hope you had in me, and the chances you gave me.

I have come to realise that,

Im only keeping you back, because I am afraid to lose again.
I am scared, I feel insecure.

I dont know how to say this to you,
but all I know is that,
you dont have to think about how I would feel,
you can leave me,

because I dont deserve anyone, close to you.

Family Conference.

ICCH. :)

So after dinner with Jamie and Emily, my brother and I decided to go for family conference. Ian made us all crack up for the great. Especially the PMR and squishing mosquitoes part. I shant go further or my thigh issue will be mentioned, with a little penguin stomach. :)

Ian : During sermon, you cannot kill mosquitoes by hitting them with both of your palms, instead you squeeeze them till they die.

Ian : There're only 2 subjects that are important for PMR, Kajian tempatan, and geography.
- : Arent they the same?
Ian : No huei minn, in kajian tempatan you learn about pipes and all
- : Thats KH.
Ian : Shucks, I think Im old. *mumbles about something else*.

So, because of that, I get chocolate truffles from him, tomorrow. :DDD

Smurfs.

Im over and done with my craze for smurfs only because Ive watched it. :)
Theyre so cute. I just dont like big noses. :P

Im amazed by how many people I know from Wesley were all having their gatherings and outings on the same place and day. :)

Happy September. :)

Hair.

So, I was telling my mom I should cut my hair, since daddy has been nagging like a mad cow. I wasnt fed up, I just didnt wanna upset him anymore. This is what has happened to my hair, I cant be your rapunzel or hair flicker anymore, because it doesnt work that way anymore. Its too short.

I'll wait for my hair to grow, in the mean time, follow me on twitter. :P
- hueiminn9

We're going for our reunion dinner anytime soon, now. Its going to be an awkward night, thats only because I cant understand or speak cantonese. I can do, mandarin, but I suck like a cat.

Daddy's "inviting" them into my room to see the star gazing hole he design for me.
):

Community Channel.

Restarting my series on community channel all over again. Natalie trant amazes me all the time! ;)

Josean.

Overtiming with Josean for more than 2hours now. I need to sleep, but he keeps scolding me when I close my eyes.

Hello 1am.
I got good plans for later today. Im going to start my holiday homework. :)

Accomplishment.

So today, Mommy and I decided to make a new record from Midvalley to my house.
New record set, from my house to Midvalley, we only took 1 and a half minute.
Im not kidding. :)

We're through.

The overrated Spy kid was actually pretty good. I was pretty entertained for the whole movie, except for the fact that the 4D sensation thingy was pretty weird. They all almost smell the same, except for the gummies and candies part. Which matters to me the most. :)

There's a family reunion tonight and Tuesday night. Its the awkwardness that Im afraid of, again. I need to learn to speak cantonese. :/

Jessica Alba is such a beautiful lady.
& I think Greyson Chance should be more popular than Justin Bieber.
Just saying. I have nothing against Justin Bieber.

Equip Conference.

I couldnt exactly find a suitable photo for this post, and I thought, this would do. :)

As you can see, most of the people from the picture above, joined conference. 

Its a small one-day conference our church organised to help us in the things we go through or may come across in life. 

There are many workshops and out of the few, I chose the interview one.

We're told to PREPARE for an interview.

Apparently, we're to KISS during and interview. Which would be a code for Keep It Short and Simple. & of course, people like me would be amazed by how people can think of such innovative and creative ways to cut things into short. Imagine, if Im stuck and dont know how or what to answer the interviewer, and then we start making out. Okay, lets just not get there. Gross.

We took a VAK test. & Im more to Visual, which clearly define me as a neat person, because visually, I use my eyes very often which leads to keeping my workplace or environment around me clean. Truthfully, Im not THAT MUCH of a neat person. I would clean up my things and all, but I simply just throw them aside after using them. Resulting a messy room that I would clean up all over again every weekend. & Im not kidding. Dont tell me I have aspergers, because I dont. Other than that, I think I can relate myself with most of the things, the speaker said. Miss Celine, Mandy's grandaunt. :)

& then we had a personality test. Im said to have a analytical personality which I have already found out and heard from my school's counsellors. Whats funny is that I value facts over feelings. Then the others would be organise, consistent, does one thing at a time etc. 

In the room of 27 people. Most of them relate to the global personality. These people values relationship, which I lack and am in the midst of searching and cultivating. Theyre really special because they cooperate with group effort and they can multitask really well. Apparently, they prefer doing subjective questions than objective questions. Thats really odd. 

So I would say that, a person that has an analytical personality would stand up to be more independent and confident than people with global personality. Which, obviously sounds alot bigger and greater. 

I cant get into details because then it'll be too long. Thats just the survey we've taken today. If you wanna know about the minor details about an interview, you can ask me. Or the many others that went. It was really worth the time. &&&& I got a prize. :) A giant strawberry pencil. & our game team won peppermint chocolate. So, that was our accomplishment. :)

Preparation.

I have a long post coming up. All about EQUIP conference. Not entirely, just about my project. I thought I should do this, just for some of you, who has questions about going for an interview. :)

Flowers.

This is the ThaiHsin pose.
I love that man, to bits.
Lime green wristwatch somemore. :)
Okay, bye poops. :)

Everybody was treating me really nicely today.
Nothing much happened except for the creepy moments with Jon earlier today.
& my brunch with Hoong Yip and Victor chan from our school was a success.
Im a successor. :)

Hi Kenneth. I stole your picture of me, again. Sue me lah. :)

P tower.

Jeremy's clown face.

School today was a joke. Really. Had too many free periods. In fact, the whole day was study-free, except for Chemistry. We dissected a cockroach today, and 5 fishes and 4 frogs on Monday. My classmates are cruel. They pulled out the body parts of these animals with a forceps when theyre still breathing and struggling.  The best part, was the burial part. Despite the fact that Gary was acting all weird, but in the end of the day, we know that he's still a very nice guy.

My class built a P tower today. It was really fun, since we had 3 free periods in a row, we didnt have anything to do. We stacked all our holiday homework together, and that tower was taller than I am, and many other girls and boys, as well.

My new maid's here. I think she's really pretty. :)

Bad to worse.

I wonder what would happen if I get my hair chop till this short.
It would be so much fun. To see the reaction on your faces. :)

Today I felt guilty for everything Ive done. As if school wasnt bad enough, I had to come home and hear about my grandmother and the other side of the family. Then Justin, Waikit and Chun Lim made things worse when we were having tuition. After that, daddy gave me a long lecture about boys in the car. Telling me who I should mix with and all. Then when I got home, got a phone call from David telling me he's in the hospital.

I dont know what I can do to please everyone of you.
I need some time to think about all these things.
I need extra time.
I need to spend time with God.

Our dear friend, Isaac Teh is trying to cheer me up.
#fail.

Little animals.

Today was pretty fun. Games was fun, but troublesome.
I like my new sports buddies. Theyre, so funny. :)
I just got home. It's 6.15pm.

I wanna sing the homework song, join me? :)

Tired.

Im such a lazy person.
My eyes are so heavy.
Im going to sleep early.

Flamingos.

Today is going to be a good day. Hopefully.
I cant wait.

I dont like looking at flamingos, real life.
but, they look so pretty here.

Beautiful one.

Nothing in this world, is more beautiful than YOU.
Thats the reason why I adore and love you so much. :)

Jon.

Guess how many inches are these. Hahah.

Jon : Are you trying to make me fat?
You are fat.
Jon : Shit. Youre right. :)

Torn apart

I wanna go somewhere far away from everybody.
Im full of disappointment.
Im in confusion and chaos.
Its so far, beyond my reach.

Issues.

I have issues. I have lots of issues. I have issues with everybody I know. Except for a few.

I use to be strong, but ever since after all that I have been through, I got a little weaker. Everything seems to be the issue, and its really difficult to deal with. So, gradually, fear creeps in. It haunts me, occasionally. That was what use to happen, but now, I have been feeling very insecure of my thoughts. I feel scared, when Im alone. There's no guilt in me, its just that, I have lost my direction.

and when you speak to me, you know, deep down inside, Im lost. Im fragile. Im small.

Who am I kidding?

What is of substance? I dont know.
Ive been trying so hard,
we need to sort things out.
Living like this, wont do us any good.
Really.

Phone.

Dear friends, animals, stalkers, strangers and everybody else who has my number.

I wont be replying any of your casual texts messages unless it's urgent. So if you have anything to ask, please call me instead. Thank you.

I have my reasons to these things.
Sorry for the inconvenience caused.

Bird's nest.

I dont know what I have done to deserve someone like you. Someone that can take my worries off, for quite some time; but it just comes back. I know Im not good at hiding things from you, thats why I dont even bother talking about it. You should, understand.

Who am I kidding?

I guess, I will never get to feel how you feel.
Who am I kidding, I dont deserve someone like you.
I should really let you go.

how's school?

What do you do in school? How do you actually answer this question, "How was school?". 

I really dont know. What we always do in school, is suffer through 9periods, everyday. There's nothing to look forward to, anymore. What happened to evolution night? I miss that. Are we still gonna have that this year anyway? I wonder. 

Anyway, our school's concert was published on the papers. Sound of music. In metro Star. If you want the pullout, I'll be happy to share em' with you.

Till tomorrow. Ive got tangled in 3D to watch. :)

Here we go again.

Im gonna blog about my new TV daddy got in the next post. & for now, I desperately need someone to hug.

GG.

Today was pretty fun. Despite the fact that, I ate too much. Nacho cheese was really salty and how Woei cong was stuffing me with fatty food, because he thinks im not fat.

Oh btw, we had our Bio presentation today. Madam Mazni was happy with the ideas I came up. Im so happy. She wants me to be in her club next year, Creative director. but Im a faithful outreacher. :)

TV.

The TV in my house had a loud boom when it was "family tv time" where we watch movies together as a family. So, that happened yesterday. Mommy is so cute. She continued watching, since the sound was still on, just no more pictures. The ray box was probably the problem. Shucks.

Ever since the tv boomed, our family bonding sessions got more interesting. This should continue. LG. :)

Axe.

I got killed by an axe. :) 

I wish I didnt have to keep any secrets. 

Jun Ee.

We made promises, and "HE" kept them. 

I broke mine, but he'll always still be there for me.

Im such a sucker, for a friend.

but, I dont know why I deserve all these awesome people in my life.

God is good. :)

BTW, he's a model. He's gonna take me for a photoshoot. 

During the holidays. 

(:

Monday.

Im so black. I need to drink grape seed extract.  Today was a strange day. I was so tired I had attempts to use pencils to keep my eyelids open. Believe it or not, Ive never tried sleeping in class, I find it, ugly and disrespectful. So, I kept myself awake. :)

Physics tuition after a month, felt really good. There's this new boy in tuition. He's really scary.

Him : HI. My name is Weiliang. Can I have your number?
Me. : Hi. Uhm why?
Him : So we can start texting. I would really love to get to know you better.
*puts arm around my waist*.

Scary anot?

KuenCheng.

So after church today, Gabe, Delon and I decided to visit, Joe over at her school. They had some, carnival/open day. So why not. :)

Had the funniest moments over at the school with brown sugar soya bean right up to apple milk drink. Ew. So since we were all sharing on the same straw with, I dont know 9845348 people. I got infected by Delon's sore throat. Hmm, Ive got very weak immune system.

Gardens after that. So today, I realised Ive spent,
15hours with Gabe.
12hours with Delon.
& 10hours with Joe.

Physics pre-exam tomorrow. From chapter 1 till 4. Die.

Tay HAN minn

My brother is so cool. I love him. He's so nice. Especially when my mom scolded me just now, he tried to back me up, because he knew I wasnt in the wrong , but he got scolded at the end. :)

Suppose to go out for a dinner with Joe, but in the end.. she ditched. So I went on a date with Brandon. He's so cute. :)

Work.

So much homework. So much to catch up. So tired. Ever since, concert ended. We've been loaded with so much homework and tests. This sucks. & on monday, we'll be having a pre-test for Physics. Meaning, it'll be from Chapter 1 right up to 4. Its like, a real exam kinda thing. Maths, History and Bio as well. This is scary. I got no time to finish studying with all these work given at the same time.

I think. Im going to sleep.

Photobooth.

I need to upgrade my mac. I like the new photobooth. Yeah, just the photobooth. Heehe. Im skyping my China boyfriend after so many centuries. :)

Well, you dont have to say it, if you didnt mean it the first place.

Fasting.

Look how our fingers can groove. :)

So today, as planned. We were intending to fast, from food. It was pretty fun, because we all brought food to tempt ourselves. It all went well.

I have a confession to make.
I went to the library during break time today.

Then Ethan asked,
"Where were you?! I was looking for you everywhere, hueiminn."
Library.
"Wth were you doing there?! I have a weird daughter. Whose genes?"

So, there was NOBODY in the library, except librarians. Funny how, they were all surrounding me, trying to help me find something. because really, I know they have nothing else to do. Yeah, my friends didnt come with me. They were in the homework room, discovering knowledge with Jeremy.

Anyway, fasting from 6am-3.15pm isnt torturous, James. I do that all the time, when we have exams. I didnt die, and I did it again today. So stop telling me to eat, so I have regular healthy eating habits. Fasting is good for health.

You believe in angels? Well, yeah. God sent them to you. :)

Food.

I just got back home, from supper. I have a physics test tomorrow and Im not done studying. Im just going to do it, tomorrow during assembly. Yes. My plans are good. :)

I came back from school, and stuffed my poor tummy with junk. Well, not that I didnt in school, but still. Sweet food after exercise is bad, but oh well. Had dinner over at delicious with Jordan, because he felt like it. It was pretty hilarious on how we had to get attention from everybody. It was fun. :)

You know what makes you think youre very OBESE?
-When you finished dinner at 9.15pm and supper was going to be at 10pm.

I couldnt forgo supper. It was with my dance people. The whole table was filled with fatty food. It was pretty fun. It was a fun supper time. Dexter. (:

I cant sleep now. I just got home, actually. 2345. How do I sleep when Im famished from all the food? My digestive system will be messed up.

I'll be fasting tomorrow, what about you? :)

Sipping on a juicebox.

Hello August. :)

This year has come around, so quickly. So many things had happened to me this year, that has really really affected me, both good and bad sides. Ive done so many regretful things this year, so much that I still cannot let off or forgive myself for. I cant even talk to anybody about it, except God. Its really difficult sometimes. but I hope, better days will come.

With my favourite party dress.

Some of you may know, or may not. These 2 babies are my cousins. Ignore my asian eyes, it was really late in the night. Those 2 babies arent asians though, theyre Canadian. Maybe these tiny eyes we have just runs in the family. DNA contains, genetic materials. Yeah.

Ive been spending so much time with them. They just left, earlier today. Just now. Back to Canada. I'll miss them. I wont be seeing them, till...3 or 4 years later. When I can drive them around. Hoyeah. :)

Or perhaps sooner, Im going back to Canada.

MBS IU.

So, today was MBS's IU day. It was so much fun. No, really. Im gonna go for their IU again next year, eventhough it wont be near our school anymore.

Today, was full of discovery. I like you, B. :)