Spending.

DDP. :)

I think I spend alot. Alot on unnecessary things. This habit has to stop. Okay. Im not gonna bring so much money out, anymore. Im gonna control. :)

You put the light in me.

When all things fall apart, you pray and then God will grant you better days. :) Just got home like, now. & its freakishly 1am in the morning. With church tomorrow morning at 7.30am wont do. I cant sleep, James made me stay up to text him because he had a nightmare. We're catching Toys Story together tomorrow. Yezzz. :P

I love... you. bye.

Shampoo.

Today was a relatively, funny day. Chun Yang, Chin Chen and Shaun were sniffing my hair. It was really weird because they kept standing behind me today, and how much they were following me so closely when we were going for set teaching. It was pretty weird, I didnt even know what they were doing. Then they started guessing what shampoo I use. Theyre so funny. None of them guessed right though. Suckers. :)

Colourful jelly beans.

So last night, I couldnt sleep. I was thinking. I was praying really hard, for this friend of mine. He got into an accident, because of me. I cant really tell anybody about what I have done, because everything about me was the cause of the accident. I felt really bad. I was so scared. I felt really insecure. I wanted to talk about it with somebody else. but I couldnt. I just cant.

So I was talking to this friend of mine for 2 hours on the phone. Saw all the injuries on his body, and that totally worsened my feelings. I felt really bad for everything Ive done to him. BECAUSE of who I am and what I have done, he got into an accident. He had to go to the hospital.

I couldnt sleep the whole night. My phone was vibrating for no apparent reason. Even right now. So I have to deactivate all my social applications on my phone and reinstall them. This is so fun.

When it comes to them, things change.

but because of that, I know how many people would be there for me, whenever I need them. Like how James would ring me up in the middle of the night and ask if I was okay. & he would always say this,

"I dont wanna ask if youre okay, because I know youre not and you dont have to lie."

& many others who are always there for me. Especially those awesome snoring pigs that wake up at 3am in the morning just to hear me rant about my nightmare and tell me not to be worry. & if I do call you, you do know I dont only call 1 person, but crazy alot of people. Then complain about how tired I feel the following day.

Fattie. :]

cause youve let me down.

If I ever change for the worse, remember. You made that happened. Your words may affect other people's feelings & how they will react to it, if it happens again. Ive been pondering about it, & I know its not your fault. Its mine. I'll just forget about the times you made me smile. & I hope you do the same.

because behind all our silly smiles, there's always a truth that hurts really badly, inside.

You'll still be in my dreams

You know sometimes, when you feel like the happiest person on earth, then suddenly someone will come up to you, and make you go all emotional? Yes? I felt it today. Well, not like, Ive never felt it before; but its happening all over again.

 I despise this feeling, very much.

Ching^2

I look so different in this picture. but sure, I miss this girl. I havent seen her in 3 days, and it'll come to the 4th tomorrow. If she doesnt come on Monday, Im going to cry.

Happy rally day.

Friday.

Today was, I dont know. Strange. Started off pretty good though. Brandon came up to me and said,
"Eh Huei Minn, why are you so happy? Win lottery already ah?" & that was at 6.50am in school. (:

Then really really awesome things happened until Ching broke her promises on having to come to school everyday until concert ends. Fail. :)

So James decided to accompany me the whole day. I had a really really bad fever and sore throat. I kept coughing in class, so he tried to make me laugh. He's so funny.  I love you, James. Youre one of the best guy friends God has blessed me with. (:

Im so happy.

This is such an embarrassing picture. I found it. No, not really. My friends did. That doesnt change how awesome today was. I cant sleep. Im still sick. but meh. Today was so fun. :)