When Im turning into a disaster, I tend to look back and start regretting the shit out of myself. I'll start praying, and then ask for forgiveness. Letting my tears roll down my cheek and still feel the insecurity dwelling in my soul. I would run to you, but Im afraid, that you'll turn around and walk away. I had faith in you, a lot, but its just fading right now. All the memories scattered all around my head, spinning and making my head painful and irritated. You just happen to be in my mind all the time from the first thing in the morning till the very last second before I fall asleep. Not talking to you for the past two days, finally helped me realised how much I needed you in my life.
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