What else do you want if you already have awesome friends like these. & when your awesome brother comes up to you saying "You wanna go watch Never say never in Pav @9pm on Saturday?"

:')

Final stop.

This was me, last year in church; crying myself to sleep. Here we go, all over again. Its coming back at me. It just cuts right into me and I feel like dying. There, whatever happens, HAPPENS. This may be one of the steps that I would regret taking in the future, but Ive done it. I have had enough of my rebel, I need to get back to Him and shine.

Even now, Im going through so many things. I feel so replaced, I feel very insecure, I really cannot describe my feelings anymore. but this is what that has taken place and I'll accept it and go through life.

TOMORROW'S FRIDAY. :)

Im suffering from autophobia. I hope both of them comes tomorrow. Bowling's tomorrow. Everything's tomorrow. I need a rest. :(

Pluck some mangoes, put them in a basket.

She's one of the smartest chic in class. I swear. Im one of the dumbest, if you must know. Sports practice at the end of the day today. School was being gay for not letting us have games. So, Ian, Emily and I released anger during sports practice by only jogging for 5 rounds around the school. because we're cool like that.

So, I pluck some mangoes and put them in a basket. :)

Sports practice.

Sports practice started today. I nicely only jogged around the school 3 rounds. Im garyy. I feel so gay after looking at ching's results. Meh.

G min.

He's so awesome to sneak-talk with me, then get scolded from his mom almost every night. So how can you not miss him?? I need to talk about awesome sauce and baked beans. :)

School's soon. I cant sleep. fml.

When Im turning into a disaster

When Im turning into a disaster, I tend to look back and start regretting the shit out of myself. I'll start praying, and then ask for forgiveness. Letting my tears roll down my cheek and still feel the insecurity dwelling in my soul. I would run to you, but Im afraid, that you'll turn around and walk away. I had faith in you, a lot, but its just fading right now. All the memories scattered all around my head, spinning and making my head painful and irritated. You just happen to be in my mind all the time from the first thing in the morning till the very last second before I fall asleep. Not talking to you for the past two days, finally helped me realised how much I needed you in my life.

That should be her.

Today Alex came over to my place. We had a little catch up on homework and talked about random little happenings about our lives. It was cool, we never get to talk this much when my brother is around.

Then it was the night time. I was skyping a friend of mine. Not much of a close friend, but somebody that would be there for me, no matter what happens in my life. I know, because he's awesome like that and was also there in many encounters of my life. He got things clear with me, all over again, like the beginning; while I keep to my answers. He's a good guy, very boyfriend material and his future girlfriend will be sure to be the happiest girl in the world & I know it. All the best looking for her, because someday, you will find her. Im sorry for hurting you.

JIMIN! :)

TEEEHEEEEE! JiMin did this. He's awesome like that! :)

fml.

This reminds me of John killing bugsy. Somehow.

Its already the weekend. Ive been having so many nightmares, and I swear, Im really afraid to go to bed now. Ive been waking up also at 6 every morning, because its really tough to get back to bed when you know more nightmares are going to kill. fml. He somehow just wont be there when I need him the most. :(

Im glad to have awesome friends. :')

beeetch.

I hate feeling like this. I need this feeling to go. You need to tell me things, you damn ass hole. I dont know what I wanna say to you anymore.

Sunrise. :)

Rawr. miao miao. I just came back, and ditched my dead pigeons. It was awesome. Today was awesome. Purple is international gay colour, Tim's favourite is purple, I thought him a new word. GAY. :)

Skype dates with him is priceless. He hides under the table just so that his siblings wont know. :)

Pretty boys

Theyre were playing with an iPad, instead of getting their butts to church. Hahaha. I wanna stay up to watch Arsenal and ManU play. Im so sad that my DBF is not playing. Dammits. :(

SEE GEE. :D

Technological CG today was fun. I laike the ideas we all came up, and how the guys were playing with my guitar and made a song out of it. :)

I laike how the points were so important to Jacky and how much the stars meant to me. Easter choir practice tomorrow. Im so, excited. :D

J is Gay. :D

James.

That awesometard ditched me at home for his friends. I feel so rejected, only James understands me. He wanted to take me for lunch. He thinks Im annoying because I smile when someone takes a picture of me. lolol. What else am I suppose to do? Cover my face.

James : DUH. Thats what everybody does. ._.

Exams.

Exams were blaaarrddyyyyy tough. From Add Maths, Chemistry and all that shiizz piece of exams. You walk in feeling confident, and comes out telling yourself youre the dumbest person on earth; crying.

I dont like wms. I dont like the standards. I wanna give up, so bad. Moral's tomorrow. I dont even know the format for essay. Madam only taught us one day before the exams when I had BK exams. Im soooooooooooooo dead.

I have 3DBFs. What about you?

Duckie, come back with pictures of hot guys ah. I need a raise! :D

When youve already fallen in.

Everybody is having their History, Computer and Bio exam now. While I stay home and make sure Im well, trying to stop the nose bleed I have for the 3rd time in less than 24 hours. Also, trying to stop myself from coughing and sneezing and blowing my nose. Thats how sick I am.

There's Chemistry and Add Maths exam tomorrow, and I wanna go back to school. I feel very smart for teaching an international school student add maths. JiMin misses wms alot, because Im there. He even used my pictures as his skype wallpaper. So, creepy. :/

Sneezie Weezie.

I wasted my whole weekend going on facebook and twitter. I dont even remember spending so much time on the net, AFTER pmr. Darnnit. :/

PMS.

CF camp was awesome. Exams are here. Chemistry is a yes-no-Im not sure subject. I told Ms. Lee I would P all my exams. & James had the same dream as me. Yay! School is fun. Studying is boring.

C^4 is in looovee.

PMS, supposedly comes with the meaning of Premenstrual Syndrome has changed to premenstrual sadness. I laff my friends.

:D