Closing up the fear ♥

This was last year on the way to Disneyland. (;

Hello;

Anyway, I realised I havent done a proper post about how nicely PMR ended, so it'll be now. & people have been pretty much complaining about my dead blog. Its not like I did it on purpose, I just, didnt have the time. So my counter paid the price as well. );

Wesley Methodist School. I dont know, but whenever I say my school's name in full, my heart beats a little faster. So I like to say it short. Wesley. & how much worries Im having right now thinking I will not be able to make it next year. Im not like Josh. ):

I had to stick these reminders all over the walls in my room. Just so that I'll get frighten myself. It doesnt work. most of the time. The frights only started haunting me, 2 days before PMR. When Jemimah's attempts actually worked. Skipping school for studying is bad, but thats what I did. Ended up wasting my time watching ugly betty, spongebob and America's Next top model, most of the time. );

There were so much homework. Everyday. Its crazy how the teachers give all these homework and expect us to study 4 and a half hours each school day. and 10 hours on weekends. I obviously didnt obey them. Stacks and stacks of worksheets and books to be done and we practically could finish one whole workbook a day.

This is like our intensive revision programme. There's all the dates stated and prepared for us. How much they want us to do well in our exams. Also, Im sure all of us did well.

It was really awesome when I had so many people calling, praying and wishing me during exams. And how many times I cried over the phone, because I was too afraid. How Aaron and his super powers could shut me up and made me feel better. How funny all the text booming I did with everyone and only come to realise ChunYang and Dominick loved me so much. Cough. (;

And because the papers were not to say tough. Just average. Most of us already know our results. & they were all very satisfying and awesome, no? (;

Then we had our Form4 Entrance exam. Those were tough times after so long having not been doing Wesley standard papers, the exam was a killer. & they were form4 standard, so its unblammable. and how so many people didnt bother to do the papers and sleep straight away when we entered the exam hall or having much intention to draw ducks in 3 of their history essays. *coughchingcough*. I even screwed up English paper. and its very predictable for me getting Set3 english for the first time in my whole life. );

Now, its all over and done with. Getting up at 3 in the morning to study til 5 and get ready for school, because I spent the whole night doing homework, studying in church and then got scoldings. COUGH. Stopped facebooking, stopped MSN, stopped blogging. Stopped going out for important family gatherings and birthdays. Stopped bothering about my friends and staying in the library to study during lunch periods or simply spending my time in the homework room to do homework. Ignoring long calls. etc. And all these nasty habits are over and done with. YAY! Or as Brandon would put it, "YIPEE". :]

I hate how much Mathews forget to announce that we're having a week off next week. ):

It's so unfair and pointless going to school now.