Weird.

For most of the people, or at least, people I know or am pretty of close with. Today was a weird day. Today seemingly crushed hopes, made broken promises, got people into trouble, disappointment etc.

I felt rather weird of today, most people knew why. Annual thing! Stupid 30th of June! Had all broken scars on it, but meh. I have friends that can make things go from bad to awesome. (:

I simply remember my favourite things, and then I wont feel, so bad..

♥

How do you wish your ex happy birthday.

So I was, thinking and preparing and practicing, how Im suppose to write on his wall. I just did. I posted. Feels awkward, but Ive already done it. Thank you, James. You da best, couldnt have done it without you. :)

So how do you wish your ex happy birthday?

Hey. This is so awkward. Happy birthday. kthxbai.

Ive got time.

Lalidala. So much bio homework. All due tomorrow. This is frustrating. There's also Add maths to do. I should really read up on chemistry. I dont understand volatic/simple or daniel cell. Im stupid. Ching made it seemed so easy. No shiz.

Our school serves the weirdest waffles, ever. Had it during dance, and I gave my share to my dance partner, as usual. Im a goood person to be around with, if you want to gain weight. & if you dont, stay away from me. I share my food, with everybody. Really. :)

I cant wait for Sunday, actually.

So the wait for my cousins.

We'll always be together.

Today was awesome. Thank you, fellow dance partners. Thank you, friends. Thank you, ChunLim. You totally made my day today.

Bio extra class was, productive. I know my stages for meiosis and mitosis. :)

Prophase, Metaphase, Anaphase and Telophase! Yez. :)

How do you reject somebody speaking in malay?

So, John helped me out. :)

Saya tak suka kamu, ada banyak perumpuan cantik di luar. Macam hutan banyak monyet dan laut banyak ketam.

HAHAHA! :)

Preparations for Recess Revolution.

Eugene and I are restarting recess revolution in upper secondary. It's going to be unofficial and small, due to some complications. So if you wanna join, tell one of us. We'll be happy to have you. OR. Just come join us at the canteen. Every Thursday, lunch break. We think lunch is better because its longer. Hehe. Love you people. Bye.

Piano exam.

Im shoooo scared for piano exam. Im going to DIE. Die I tell you. Grade 8. FINAL EXAM. I have to fly, for the very last time. *cross fingers*. :)

Scales, I wanna punch you! >:(

Fat.

This was on Brandon's birthday, when he treated me to fatty food, to fattened me up, MORE.

Im so fat! :(

So, there's this one part of dance, where your partner has to lift you up and swing you around. He carries you. My partner fell down suddenly in the middle of the dance because he lost balance while spinning. So I told mdm. Sheela it was because of my weight.

Mdm Sheela : So, you should go on diet.

Mdm. Norashima: TAK BOLEH. Dia mana ada gemuk?! Cantiklah.

PFFFTSHKNJFMDK. Got me into pissy mood with my partner, because he kept telling me Im light. but seriously. I need help on loosing weight. FATS. D:

Judging.

I was just looking around, at everything. I realised that, I have issues with alot of people. I tend to judge most of the people in my facebook friends' list and twitter. I tend to judge people on youTube and perhaps, almost everywhere.

This. Has. To. Stop. Now.

1. fm.

Have you heard of 1. Fm? Well, you should. Its good for you, and your soul. So if you have nothing to do, and feel like tuning to Hitz, go to 1.Fm, instead. Im not kidding. I made Eugene and Gabe fall in love with this channel. (x

If you dont know what channel, ask me. I'll share with you.

:)

Btw, stream it through iTunes or your iPhone.

Google brings you to another radiostation.

Its suppose to be a Christian radiostation. (:

SPCA.

SPCA with the Outreach members. :)

It was so much fun. I dont want to believe that all these awesome seniors are leaving in 6months. Ive been getting too close to these people. I need to be strong and leave them.

I miss that Jack Russel and Golden Retriver.

Speaking of which, daddy and mommy got a new dog for us. Its an American Bulldog. I dont even know why they'd pick that, over another golden retriver. Since Ive been naming all the dogs we had, it was daddy's turn to pick. Leo. Hello, LEO! haha. So weird.

Sometimes it will last, forever.

I have the awesomest friends, ever. I feel so blessed suddenly. I was born and raised, blessed. I hate to admit it, but it's true. Thank you, Jesus.

Love you, bumblebees, like honey.

I have a thing for rainbow monkeys.

I need to blog about pre-NS, SPCA, William's wedding and Raymond's prom, soon.

It will become.

Even though we're going separate ways, we'll eventually meet again. I know, we will.

Justin Bieber says : Never say never.

These scandals should totally stop happening in my life.

Prom.

Im so proud of my duckiequack, got asked for prom from 2 different guys. :')

Im sure there will be alot alot alotta boys asking you out for social night, or Junior prom later this year. :)

Ashwin : Prom dates are seriously overrated.

I cannot stop laughing when I remember this.

ChinChen : Would you like to go for prom with me?

Uh, nope, not really.

ChinChen : Its okay, I'll cheer myself up and look for another one.

THIS WAS SO CUTE. I like his tone. :)

Ian was cuter. He thought Jr. Prom was gonna be in school, eating canteen food and the assembly ground shall be our dancefloor.

Talking about Socialnight, Prom and Jr. Prom ish fun. :)

When I finally open eyes.

I miss lower sec. I wanna sit for PMR and study like crazy again.

No, not really.

So this week, I have come to realise that;

When I finally see your true colors and how much I shouldve made things work, its already too late.

Im always too late for something, or rush in certain things. My timing sucks.

Them girls.

I dont know why Im in this picture, but since its from my phone, why not. Poor picture quality, due to iphone phones. As if you people havent realised. Vibering Ian and whatsappin' Isaac. My time is getting so out of hand.

Ian Ho.

No matter how much he annoys me. Talking about how the boys next door stares at me and how much he takes my things without permission. He's one heck of a good friend. Some friend that makes me laugh like nobody's business when I dont feel right. Sleeping in class, means thinking hard with eyes close. Sleeping in class also means, the aircond wind is blowing straight into his eyes. Sleeping in class means, previous period was very boring. Sleeping in class means preparing for the next period and SLEEPING IN CLASS MEANS PROTECTING THE EYES. Awesome how he can make anybody crack up.

I feel blessed to have a friend like you, Ian. :)

No more reason.

Ive got no reason to lie. I dont have to fake a smile anymore, because those days are over. Amazing how we got this far, eventhough we really despised each other. I feel the magic in the air. *catch points*. x)

Feed me orange.

Jon and Ben. I found this, in my really old photo album.

This was 2 or 3 years back. Im sure.

Chapter 9 of Add maths sucks. Dont ask me why Im already so far behind. Im following Zeern's footsteps. He's a smart boy. 5A's for mid term. Substance of a wesley kid. Meh.

I like boys, with nice hair. I think I gained weight, should totally ask Yang, since he lifts me everyday. We're dancing on stage tomorrow, again. Im Jeremy's nutritionist! He needs to have an efficient diet, and it all depends on me now! Im gonna do a great job, watch me fattened him. =)

Little dumb thing.

I tell you, she's so cute, she blushes every 3 seconds.

No shiz. :)

Today, MBS had their sports day, so Jhunho, Shaun and I decided to spy on the boys, next door. There was this guy, perhaps 16 or 17 of age that started waving at me and showing signs of me having to take down his number. It was really epic when Jhunho and Shaun decided to show him signs of which, theyre my boyfriends. Then little MBS boy pointed his middle finger, so the boys walked off. Funny how he still kept waving at me. I didnt wave back, but after lunch, when I looked over, he was still there. & he waved at me again.

He's the coolest shiz guy.

Candy month.

I suck for always having mood swings. Oh by the way, did you guys know that its candy month? Im not kidding. Speaking of which, I have 2 boxes of unopened stickies downstairs in the kitchen. Im gonna give them away to Nigel, because my mom told me so. I swear, I wont be surprise if Im diagnosed with diabetes in the future, or maybe, now. Everybody is having it, look at your twitter timeline and tell me about it.

Geesh. Bio P3 tomorrow. Gonna flunk that because I havent started studying and it's 9.30pm already. Skype date with Yang tonight, somemore. Geramnya aku betul!

Oh, class picture is definitely gonna turn out weird.

Them boys.

Guys like to watch tv, standing up. This was a midnight football match the other day. Justin Hiew came along, but he didnt like football, so he was checking people's wallets.

Im feeing a feeling I shouldnt be feeling right now. This feeling sucks. I suck. We should totally get dumbbells for muscle training for Tim, Daniel and Jeremy. :)

Tag me please.

So I literally reminded and reminded and beg and forced and tell and reminded them again to tag me in a video. Pssht. See, my dance partner was busy editing the following video and slept really really late last night. So, I slapped him. Super epic face, he just laughed and stepped on my foot, then lifted me and threw me really hard on the ground. Mini earthquake.

Jeremy : When I say Justin, you say bieber.

Crowd : BOOO.

HAHAHHAA!

I actually laughed, only because Jeremy said it. :)

Fathers' day.

Dad : Cows love grass. I love you. :)

I have the awesomest cutest daddy ever. Followed by my ever so cool "notchat" dancer buddy uncle. I can ballroom and latin with my uncle because Im about his height when Im on heels. IM NOT SHORT, Yang, Daniel, Praven and Jeremy are just too tall. :)

Tickedy.

Have I not tell you people that my friends and I spied over Methodist Boys' School to look at the guys? ;)

Im a happy child, with big dreams. Raymond is such an awesome date. I'll blog more about the weekend, when I feel like it. We were whatsappin' each other when we were sitting next to each other. Voted as cutest pair. PFFTS. Not cool. :)

Everybody keeps talking.

Today, he told me. He finally did. I realised I cannot put up with all this anymore. I dont want to be like whan Ethan have told me. Thats why, my inspiration has to come from you, alone. So, tearing up during tuition was not my fault. I couldnt control myself. I really appreciate all of you, though. :)

Jon : chubs smile. O._.O

Being in a relationship isnt that cool, if you just wanna tell everybody you have a boyfriend. Thats not fair to him and you're also cheating on him. You. should. just. stop. because I know he deserves better. He's a nice boy.

Remembering the things we should forget.

I finally have come to a conclusion which Justin very much agree with me about. Everytime after dancing, I smell like my partner. Speaking of which, he's having basketball before dance tomorrow. Im going to smell like his cologne. If I was dancing with Jeremy, I would smell like Old Spice. :)

I love dance, best workout, ever. We're said to be one of the best couples by Mdm. Vicky, because whenever we're messed up, we hug each other then crack up. Im going to miss him when he leaves school at the end of the year.

People. Decisions.

There're so many decisions that you have to make in life. When you decide, you have to think, and consider and then reconsider the options and think of the consequences. This is hard. Both of these options have their own benefits. I need help. & this is the time when you really need God and friends by your side. I happen to have both. Im lucky.

but... Im still being very indecisive.

Oh btw,

If you think im with ChunYang,

Youre wrong.

Gabriel Lee

Itz 4am in the morning. We've been skyping since forever. This was grin time when we were playing baby incubator. Gabe's so cute when he smiles. Hahhah.

Im giving him my ossum rhino SB. :D

Magical Musical

This was like.... so long ago. I remember.

I know my hair is like very awesome. :)

Magical musical today was beyond awesomeness. I cannot believe Bobby Daniel laughs at all my jokes! He ish awesome. So, Magical musical was... amazing when I brough Joe along. because I love her. & Duckie brought Bobby. I love bobby to the max, because he protects me when its raining. Sweet boy, big patty. :)

Joe's sleeping over. Skyping Gabe till late late at night. I swear. :)

Benjamin Yong

So I snapshot this the other day because he was celebrating my happy day with me. :)

Today, we did it again. It was so funny, because when we shared screen today, he thought I had this picture as my wallpaper. He didnt believe until I zoomed in for him. He's so funny. He has bart in his toilet door. Ive been on tour in his room.

He told me something that gave me a mini heart attack. Literally. I felt so insecure, suddenly. So I cried. Im serious. You can ask him. Tomorrow he's gonna text me telling me how happy he feels. I can feel him. Im awesome.

:)

Id rather kiss your ass.

Kenzo's my new friend. I met him by the streets. No, Im not kidding. Then later, we found out that our parents are friends. (:

Anyway, if you are one of those people that is very much convinced that I have been very emotional. Well, I wont say youre wrong. I just dont know what to say. I usually dont feel like this, just recently. Maybe. Blame the weather.

I like hippos, because theyre big.

I like moto moto, because he's James.

Someday, you will.

The day you wake up realizing I'm the girl for you,

I'll be laying next to the boy who already knew. ♥

Inflatable husbands.

I was skyping my friends the other day and they gave me weird expressions. This is retarded cool. (:

So many things happened today. I got into a fight/quarrel with 2 different people. and broke somebody's heart. I feel so bad right now. I dont know what to do. Surprisingly, theyre all guys. Told you innocent people that Im not getting married! Dont believe me somemore.

Josh tweeted me.

Good girls love boys.

HAHHA. :)

Hyat Yai.

Im in Thailand right now. Staying in Novotel, rated as the best hotel in this town and no free wifi. 20ringgit per hour. So Im being a thief. No, not really. Im just sharing wifi with the mall opposite my room. :)

Im coming back to malaysia tomorrow. Everything is going to be back to normal. I think. :)